Hormones....

I am in my seventh month of pregnancy!  11 more weeks to go!  Yay!  Aiden has grown like a weed, and I have been so busy I didn't even have time to blog!  Well, my bunny died today, now generally I would have not cried of an animal I've owned for less than a month, but in this case, my pregnancy has got me being a real big tear jerker!  I squalled towards Steven, I was so upset!  I don't know if it was the fact that if an animal dies under my watch, then what about my children.  It hurts me to even think like that!  Poor thing, she was panting so hard, almost like she was having a stroke or something, and then her red eyes just turned grey.  I put her in my tub, I was hoping she was still alive, just playing tricks on me.  That has to do a lot with my kind heart also, I know animals don't go to heaven, and I feel like a little 4 year old, but it's sad to think that they have no soul.  They are sweet little innocent things, but God put them here for us to enjoy.  I'm glad Aiden wasn't here for it, which it is great that he wouldn't of understood, so I got through my first explanation of "Mama, where is Flopsey going"?  What do you even answer to that?  How do you?  That is one thing I am not good at at all is lieing, I can't sit there and tell my child, "Well dear, she is in heaven, and one day we will be with her,"  I mean, if I was that kid, and when I got to heaven, I would be so mad that my rabbit wasn't there!  I would of felt betrayed!  I guess that is just my weak point.  A mockingbird got to her though, I do believe I will shoot her when I see that bird again, then she will see where I'm coming from.  Then again, that is the hormonal me speaking!  Shooting a bird, over a rabbit???  That bird killed my $20 rabbit plus, it adds up with food, cage, and carrots!  Seriously that is a crazy thought though! 

Photography
My side job business has been booming!  I am so thrilled of all of the wonderful people that I have met, and especially because they gave ME a chance!  I am going to continue to further my education on it, and in about five years, I will open a studio up in Daleville!  I believe that will be a perfect location!  I have so much business lined up between now and next week!  This is fun though, and I love it!  It's nice to do something you love!  I hope you got a tickle, or a tear out of my rabbit story, but most of all, I hope it didn't make anyone think that I was sincerely crazier than what was thought of!  Goodnight and God Bless!